Stay close, Don't go.

You are still there..

2011-12-18T00:57:00.005+08:00

Hey there! its been so long since my last update! and i feel like blogging all of a sudden! so yeah, WHO IS STILL READING THIS DEAD SPACE OF MINE?! its been far too long till i dont know where should i start on!

have been super busy on my FYP. yes, this is insane. but im glad to have all of them in my group. kinda regret to really know them in this year. i love them. :3

had a proper dinner at FatBoys with them! initial plan was to pinch of salt, but its closed for a private event when we got there!

our FYP photoshoot. HAHAHAH!

celebrated wang's bday at a pinch of salt! my virgin trip there! :)

went to Rebel (like finally) with them! its a fun clubbing session. awesome!

had our midnight mahjong session after our MST! man, im really enjoying my holiday ttm now. yeah, its chipmunks period now! im so totally into Theodore. love him since the first alvin and the chipmunks movie! becos yeah, its voiced by Jesse McCartney!

celebrated wong's bday at wine connection ytd night!

look at the food, its pathetic. SIGHS!

headed over to cash studio for singing session! double yay!

with the belated bday girl! <3

love them.. so much.

participated in the body shop christmas carol @ paragon! yes, its like my first event that i participate volunteering in my poly life. i miss this kind of events.

So, christmas is coming..

不能再去想幸福的時刻你已不在了心早離開了就算哭著求又能如何

2011-10-27T20:08:00.000+08:00

想回到过去。可以吗？

I know you're somewhere out there.

2011-10-09T19:07:00.000+08:00

"I feel comfortable around you. When I was with you, I didn’t have to be perfect. I didn’t even have to try for perfect. You already knew all my secrets.. the things I kept hidden from everyone else. So I was able to finally just be myself. Which probably shouldn’t have been such a big deal. But it was.." -tumblr

Reminisce.

2011-09-27T14:43:00.003+08:00

Actually i love to reminisce. i think that is what keeping me from moving forward.

Reminisce : Indulge in enjoyable recollection of past events.

I love to reminisce, from things to people to events to almost everything else that is in my memories. I still do think of people that walked out of my life, or should i say people who i choose to walk away from. Memories are the only things that wouldn't change even if everything else changed.

I'll actually cry when i reminisce sometimes. Be it due to happy memories or sad memories. it's just sad to notice how people changed from time to time. I'll question myself sometimes, "why do they change so much?" If you have already noticed, I'm someone who dislike changes. Though i know sometimes changes might be good. I just hate to redo the whole cycle of getting to know someone. Its tiring, and just when you are about to get comfortable with someone, they left or something changes. I find this bad habit of mine is suffocating me at times. Some may say that i'm stubborn. Well, i can't deny. And i finally understood "when one is gone, one is not coming back" recently.

I'll never allow myself to fall again, because i know i can't get it up the next time. I've suffered enough due to this current fall. And Once Bitten, Twice Shy.

It's time to move on with my life like everyone else do.

What, Now?

2011-09-25T18:53:00.000+08:00

I just need to get away, for a long time. I need to forget some people. I need to not see them, not think about them, not worry about them. I need a fresh start, a new place. Now.

That Perfect Dream.

2011-08-18T17:34:00.002+08:00

Hi there,

finally 16 weeks of internship is over. actually its kind of over for like 2 weeks. Haha! Im just getting lazier to blog now. So i'll just blog whenever i feel like it! so yeah, no frequent updates, its all depending on M.O.O.D.

sometimes, i wonder who on Earth actually view my tumblr. becos tumblr has become a place where i can express myself so much better than this blogspot. Its like all these posts over at tumblr actually hit the right spot and helped me to express my inner thoughts.

actually i kind of miss the 9am-6pm routine now. When i was working, i feel that schooling is much better. and when im schooling, i feel that working is much better. seriously, seems like the grass is always greener on the other side uh? Overall, i still prefer working. because my work will definitely ends at 6pm, after 6pm means LIFE. but when you are schooling, there's projects, tests, exams. That will definitely not end on time. the feeling of not studying for exams... seriously, its damn awesome!

Back to evss for relief teaching again, starting tml. time to do some work and earn some allowances.

alright, that's all for now. Goodbye.

Take it off.

2011-07-17T18:52:00.003+08:00

celebrated Shafiq's birthday at PLAY ytd! havent been clubbing for quite some time already and ytd is seriously fun!

started drinking at maxwell food centre. well, most of us are already high before going into PLAY.

thought maybe awkward because i dont know them at all but ended up making lots of friends there! seriously all gays are very nice! :) maybe due to effect of alcohol and everything, it wasnt awkward at all!

Zulaika!

Dallas!

he is the most funny guy that night! he's anwar!

Shafiq's hair is full of powder! HAHA! He's lucky enough not have FLOUR. but not bad right, quite style eh! handsome boy!

That's actually shafiq's present that is randomly given by his friend that bumped at PLAY. and he ended up giving that to me while dancing! i returned him back after everything!

Alright! last night was FUN FUN FUN!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHAFIQ!

Take me away, someday

2011-07-03T22:08:00.002+08:00

im back updating again!

having fun during internship this few weeks after i changed my office! im glad to have really good in-charge throughout my whole internship. in fact, i have 3 in-charge! hahaha! but sadly, one is leaving this tuesday. and other two are leaving soon as well. have fun with them in the office and time really pass damn fast. we even played taboo and all sorts of games while during working hours!

i really love tumbling now. especially with the new tumblr app! i really hate to use the tumblr app last time becos whenever i repost anything, it will refresh the whole damn page and i have to start viewing each post one by one again. so i used to go safari using my ip to tumblr. but now, with this new update, WOW! Im loving it! :) oh ya, changed my tumblr URL too!

finally meet up with my bitches to sing ytd! awesome time spent! (im lazy to post photos!)

alright, that's all!

So don't complicate it by hesitating.

2011-06-25T20:29:00.004+08:00

was playing with my iphone app. and im sort of in love with it. not trying to say that the photos i took are nice, its just the effects that amazed me in a certain way. oh ya, good news! one more day to "True Blood" Season 4!!! omfg! i waited for so fucking long already!

- one of the scenery i took during bintan last time.

im very interested with photo editing and effects now. becos recently im actually in love with one blog. this blogger always have amazing photos. i swear its damn nice. i wish i can take that kind of quality photos too! ahhh!

and right now, im left with 6 more weeks of internship! i really like my colleagues a lot now. they are freaking funny. though ya, they are technically my in-charge. but i love them! This is life in internship! (:

I want to feel appreciated. I want to feel important in someone's life. I just want to be needed.

Trying to make it work but man these times are hard
But we're gonna start by drinking old cheap bottles of wine
Sit talking up all night
Saying things we haven't for a while, a while yeah
We're smiling but we're close to tears
Even after all these years
We just now got the feeling that we're meeting
For the first time