hey back for a short update.

had my first training ytd.
start off my day with a fucking mood.

headed home after training and lunch.
took a short nap and off to swensen for corp cohesion day.

i swear ytd was a no gd for me.

i suspect i have an illness. going for checkup on thurs.
i need to check it asap to prevent me for any hell thoughts.
hey, what if i really do die? i know this is not a very god damn serious illness.
i just mean what if.

screwed up afternoon.
i just kept thinking and thinking when i was on my way to swensen.
i know i had fluffy eyes and wat-so-ever emotion.

the next bomb on me on ytd...
while i was eating at swensen.. chatting to miss chua and friends..
my little brother called me and said.... my dog vomited blood out from his mouth.
i cant take it.
[ my dog.. is very impt to me.
if you just think it is just a dog, nth big thing serious.
i guess, you better go and die now. im serious. ]

i just keep on crying on the spot, at swensen, in front of my whole east view corp.
you think it was embarrassing? i just think nothing else but my dog at that moment.
i dun care yr eyes and mouths.
i just dun care and i cant care.

lucky i had yanteen and kenneth ytd, acc me all the way.
if without them, i dun think i can even do anything.

rushed down to simei vet.
and nb cb , the vet had moved to tamp blk 139.
rushed down to there again.
hearing my dog scream when it was in pain, my heart just melt..

ytd and today is very impt to my dog.
if he still dun seem any better, i have to book an appointment with the vet again..
this time round is scope.
just by thinking of this, i can feel the pain alr.

please i need you to be by my side like always...
i cant lose you..

although money is another issue. but i will do everything that i can do to save you .
please get well soon. i love you, boyboy..

short update

Sunday, January 31, 2010 @ 10:16 PM